I will always be right on time, and though it may not seem so, I show up early to make Myself known to you in deliverance and declare Myself to you as the God whose promise is always yes and amen.

Saw sparkly high heels at a thrift store today. Luke said, "Mommy! Look! These shoes are PERFECT for you!!!" LOL :)

Dr. CK said she heard a wheeze on my lower left lobe. It's been 2 months. Two freakin months. He biopsied at least 1 cm of my lung tissue. How can I recover from this? I'm out of breath sitting, standing, talking. How do I keep going? I have kids. I just turned 36. What have I done?! Why did Dr. E do this to me?!!? What was he thinking?? What was I THINKING? God, please get me out of this mess. Please, God. Heal my breathing. Shift something. Open something. Here on earth. Soon. Please, God!