Dr. CK said she heard a wheeze on my lower left lobe. It's been 2 months. Two freakin months. He biopsied at least 1 cm of my lung tissue. How can I recover from this? I'm out of breath sitting, standing, talking. How do I keep going? I have kids. I just turned 36. What have I done?! Why did Dr. E do this to me?!!? What was he thinking?? What was I THINKING? God, please get me out of this mess. Please, God. Heal my breathing. Shift something. Open something. Here on earth. Soon. Please, God!